A lady came to my house and cooked in my kitchen (with all my ingredients) for me and for some other people. She of course, looked through my cupboards to get the items she needed. Then asks for things she has noticed and wants to bring back to her house. Interesting.
I have noted others come to my house and expect extras. One lady came in and went immediately to do my dishes and "help". Then as she strolled around she put the extra rubber bands on her wrist and picked up banana muffins and extra water. None of which I object - except she doesn't ask. Why?
It is funny as I am thinking how generous I am being with my things and home and they both act like its a normal expectation.
In fact, it seems the more generous I feel I am, even with items I buy especially for them, my time, and the yeses for extra things , the higher an expectation. Huhmmm..........
I've been trying to figure out one, why do I feel walked on a bit when I want to be generous in the first place and two, why does the "need" seem to get bigger when I give.
In reflection, I am wondering if it is just a difference of cultural views.
I do know that those who have more are expected to give to family members. An aunt or uncle will give little monies to help the nieces and nephews get to and stay in school. When that child goes to the city with a job, they are expected to send monies back to the aunt, uncles, and grandparents. I have watched it work in the Philippines when someone gets a loan, then everyone wants a little bit. Or the kid holding chips and his friends all come up and get some from his bag. This is a cultural viewpoint. Those who have more are expected to give more.
My cultural growing up was to amass a year's storage. Put the beans, and rice in 5 gallon buckets, Stack up the can goods, and buy two when anything you use a lot goes on sale. Then be very careful to rotate and use the old stuff first.
So I think what is happening is I'm buying extra to get a storage and my friends are looking at the "storehouse" of things that are extra. Since I have an abundance, the expectation is that I will share more. I am thinking I'm generous but they feel its what is normal and expected, not anything above normal. Ahhhh.........
Ok, so maybe.......some of my items have moved............to the bedroom shelves........and out of sight.....