In May Jeffrey and I met with Elder Lance Wickman of the
First Quorum of Seventy. He spoke with us for a bit and invited us to pray
about going on a mission. Jeffrey would work in the legal department and I
would serve under the direction of the Area President.
In July we received the call. We were asked to serve in the
Asia North Area in Manila, Philippines. Why are we called on foreign missions
in this church? I know that men and
women from the Philippines are called to serve in foreign lands including
America also.
Taking a good look at my home last May, I realized my
“stuff” or belongings were crowded, unused, and taking up space. There were
many projects waiting for ‘someday’. Knowing I would be gone for 18 months I
made a concentrated effort to finish my someday projects. By September I had
finished a 12-year quilt, a nine-year quilt, a seven-year quilt, and a quilt
started last year. (Beware if I start a thank-you quilt for you, it may be
years till you receive it.)
Since May there has been has been a gradually accelerating
process of dedication and focus to this new assignment. I started to sort out
and decide what my priorities for the next few years would be. After July my
direction sharpened.
Sorting through the accumulation of “stuff” has been
overwhelming at times. My desire to hang on to “stuff” that may be useful
someday is hard to overcome. Nate thoughtfully built some shelves floor to
ceiling U-shaped in the garage so Jeffrey and I could box up our ‘stuff’,
things we can’t throw away yet. With this design we can pull out boxes from the
front or back and Nate has made it very accessible.
Shelves that Nate built! Now very full. |
I do know of some things in
there that I could now throw away but the time is gone. The closer I got to leaving
for the MTC the more ‘stuff’ I was able to throw away. In fact the last day
Jeffrey and I put our suitcases into the living room and brought in clothes and
necessities to bring while sorting out the rest of our living space and it
became easy to throw away ‘stuff’. There were more things to do than I had time
for.
A last minute trip back to the store to take off a security
tag was the last straw. When I got home after the sun had gone down, I scooped
up the waiting piles to be packed and threw them into the suitcases and said,
“I’m done.” After sleeping a few hours we left at 3:30 am and drove across the
Nevada desert to Provo. I felt bad about leaving the floors un-vacuumed, dust
in all the corners and piles of shoes and debris to throw away. Kelsi and Nate
kept assuring us they would take care of it – I still felt bad leaving that way.
It is not only my physical stuff that I’ve been throwing
out. I’ve been trying to rededicate my life on the spiritual side also.
Michael dropping us off at the MTC |
My point is that setting aside some time to be dedicated and
throwing out the less needed can be very helpful in changing and turning my
life closer to God. I can go to another land where I am not known and decide to
be a different person. They have no idea what I have been like and done before
and with this new slate I can become a different person because they don’t know
me as what I was. I can throw out “stuff” that is hindering my progress to be
like the Savior.
Being called on a mission is to rededicate my life and focus
my attention to spiritual wellbeing and the spiritual wellbeing of others.
Taking a walk at night across the street |
1 comment:
Beautiful words. I am so excited for you guys!!!
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